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College Stress and Pressures...

Right now, I am in Community College, and I am thinking about transferring
 to a University, I being in a community college is already stressful as it is. When I left high school, it was like big weight was put on my shoulders, teachers and mom were always asking what do you want to be, what college is in your interest, living expenses, financial support and all this other grown up stuff, that we now have to worry about. I mean, one minute we are getting treated like immature, not ready for the world kids, now it is your an adult now. So, it is like I aged 20 years in 1 year. When I was in high school I was a really great kid, and still am. I did not get into any trouble, the worst thing I have ever got was a warning. I got good grades, AB student, I had a C ever once in a while, but still good grades. So, because of this a lot of my teachers epected me to be something big or go on to be something successful. What they do not know about me is that I am a really shy and anxious person and I really do not talk that much, because I am shy, but once I get to know I will loosen up. A lot of things that I wanted to do then were stopped by my shyness. I was so exicited that I was going to a community college, because it was not structured, I did not have to sit in a classroom with a bunch of noisy kids. I could sit in the library where it is quite and focus on my work, but I will say going to community is fun, I have more freedom, don't have to listen to anyone but myself. I  have met a lot of interesting and funny people. The one thing I love is that, every one comes in wearing any kind of clothes, I have seen people in there pajamas. I have also noticed a change in my classmates, some of them that were immature in high school, act like they have aged 10 years or something. Why couldn't be like this in high school. My First Semester I decided to take 5 classes, I regret doing that , because I was a ticking time bomb waiting to go off, when the loads of work started to come in, I wanted to rip my hair out, I almost made my mom go crazy, because she had to deal with me being a nervous and irritable wreck. Now, I am on my last 2 Semesters and it is getting more stressful, because I have to make the decision,if  I want to transfer to a university or get ready for the real world. 

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